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Missing someone very special right now :( Wish you were here you know who you are.......You mean the world to me. I love you so much with every bit of my heart and i don't think that will ever change. You have been here for me through everything, i have known you for so long, i know we have had our own bad times but we now realise what went wrong and i know you regret it with all your heart. You just mean the world to me you really do.......i love you so god damn much! I want to be with you so much but you already know this.



With all the shit that has gone on just keep feeling depressed and down from time to time. Sometimes i think can shit get any worse?



Ok so i am a bit drunk but getting everything out is the best way right? Just want the bad times to end.....where are these good things there is only one and you know who you are..........

Well me and Rob arn't talking now everything is just so bad right now......just wanna give up and be done with everything so fed up :(

It's been a long time since i wrote in my journal WOW O_o



Never really get time to come on here much anymore but i think i am going to make more time :)



A hell of a lot has gone off since my last journal entry, lots of ups but then lots of down times. Mainly due to the constant struggle i am having with searching for a job, i really never knew how hard it was to get a job ugh making me depressed :(



On top of that stupid relationship problems that wont seem to go away....thats a constant struggle to dealing with being treated like shit! and feeling worthless because my own boyfriend likes to but his psyhco bestfriend who i hate first all the time! I swear if she wasn't around it would make my life a lot easier sometimes.

She is nothing but an attention seeking bitch i swear she is after my boyfriend! It comes to something when i wanted to go out for a drink with my boyfriend and becayse she was going to be there my own boyfriend told me i wasn't allowed to go! now is that right in anyway at all?



Recently i have rekindled with a old flame of mine and well my head is so god damn messed up at the moment i have no idea what to do. This certain someone just makes me feel so happy and i feel like i am actually someone, so what to do stick it our or move on? meh......proper stuck i have no idea what to do :(

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placidchaos
16:18 Mar 04 2011

Telling you that you can't hang with him because he's hanging with his friend, who is also a girl, is not the coolest.

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brileybeauford666
01:03 Mar 05 2011

You're a smart girl. And we women know when another is sniffing around our man. Even if he can't see it, we can. If your feelings about her are that intense, then you're right about her. She intends to mis-behave and you're the one who will pay the price with your heart. You're heart is the operative organ now, and you need to follow it. You're young, beautiful and talented. Don't tie yourself down with someone your heart can't trust. No one but you can be responsible for your happiness, and that's a huge responsibility. But you owe it to yourself to fight for it. I have faith in you. I know you'll make the right choice.

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